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UPD: Unfortunately, Savingfaith333's stories have been pulled off the internet. I will leave them on the rec list anyway in case she ever decides to re-post them.
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Многабукф1) blackdoggy1 - "Two Lives", PG-13. Angst with a happy ending.
Dean and Castiel, a human and an angel, can never be together. But when leaving, the angel leaves Dean a present that he finds totally awesome.
Fave quote:
When one cried, so did the other….for different heartbreaks.
When one grieved, so did the other…for different loved ones.
When one laughed, so did the other…for different delights.
When one waged war, so did the other……on different battlefields.
But when they both bled, it was for the same cause.
And when they both ached, it was for the same emptiness.
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2) parenthetical - "See the World in Green and Blue", R. Romance, humour.
Castiel spends a day learning what it's like to be human. Which leads to some hotass sex with a wing!porn bonus.
Fave quote:
"You told me you don't want to Fall."
"I don't," Castiel said. He hesitated for a moment before adding, "There is a difference between Falling and falling in love."
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3) strangeandcharm - "Kissing it better" trilogy, NC-17. Angst, dark, hurt/comfort, romance.
Dean is, quite literally, the cure to Castiel's pain.
Fave quote:
“I love you, Cas,” he declares. “Even if you are half-pigeon.”
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4) pandarus - "The Consequences of Falling", NC-17. Angst, dark, hurt/comfort, romance, humour.
Human!Castiel, nice!Ruby, saving the world, and hot sex. Plus a happy ending.
Fave quote:
And by the time his higher brain functions have kicked in, and words like “guy” and “angel” and “plausible deniability” have started to wander through his mind – well, by that time he's already started kissing Castiel, and gotten kissed back, and by then it's far too late to pretend this isn't exactly what he wants to be doing. Possibly for the rest of his life.
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5) strangeandcharm - "It's All About The Afterglow", NC-17. Angst, hurt/comfort, dark.
"Castiel hits rock bottom. Dean is there for him."
Fave quote:
His lips were warm and wet in the rain, firm against his skin and utterly, shockingly delightful. They were stunning, delicious, everything he’d never known he’d even wanted, and he tensed as he realized with a shock of absolute certainty that the reason he’d given up Heaven for Dean Winchester twice over was because he loved him.
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6) tracy_loo_who - "The One In Which Castiel Doesn't Fall", NC-17. Angst.
Castiel visits Dean's dreams. And makes him forget them afterwards.
Fave quote:
The next day, Castiel saves a kitten from a tree just because he can.
As he stares at it, the small furry thing in his hands with its big eyes and tiny paws, he wonders if he should feel something -- satisfaction, maybe, or tenderness, or all those other things he isn't sure he can name but felt anyway when he saved Dean from Hell.
He doesn't feel anything, so he puts the animal down. Castiel decides that kittens are nothing like Dean, and is both relieved and disappointed.
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7) by_starkiller - "Out of the Wreckage", NC-17. Hurt/comfort, romance.
"In the lull between battles, Dean and Castiel come to understand each other in more ways than one." Nice porn, plus flying & lotsa romance.
Fave quote:
Dean whispers, his hands cupping Castiel's face. "You're still my angel?"
"Always," Castiel says simply.
Dean's smile is like the sun coming up. "Then I'm your guy, for whatever that's worth."
Castiel smiles back. "It's worth more than you realise, Dean."
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8) strangeandcharm - "Melting Verse", NC-17. Angst, dark, hurt/comfort, romance, fluff - everything, in fact.
A long story of Castiel and Dean's relationship as they together save the world. Definately worth reading. Plus, it has some great porn, including the most amazing wing!porn I've ever read.
Fave quote:
Dean bent forward again, looking down at the swirling river, and for just a moment Castiel thought he was going to fall. It didn’t matter, though, because if ever Dean fell, he would catch him.
And he knew Dean would catch him if he fell, too.
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9) starrycastiel - "Confessions" + sequel, NC-17. Smut, humour.
Basically, just an excellent porn, set after 4x22.
Fave quote:
'I guess you must have really wanted in my pants, to hold off archangels for me?'
There is a pause before Cas replies 'Or it might just have been that I held off the archangels to stop an apocalypse.'
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10) veggie17 - "The Wonders of Google", NC-17. Humour, smut.
"Dean can't sleep, so he googles himself. He's a little surprised when he finds porn." Post-apocalypse.
Fave quotes:
“Cas. Cas, wake up... We have fans!”
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“Why do they always assume I’m the bottom?”
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"Supernatural gets moved to HBO, and in a stroke of genius, Eric Kripke decides to go with the fangirls and make angel!slash actual canon. Jensen, being a serious artist concerned about his craft, is determined to make the best of this potentially awkward situation. Misha, being Misha, can't wait to mouth fuck Jensen on national television." An excellent piece of RPS, with Jensen being all fangirly about Misha.
Fave quote:
“What the fuck was that?” Misha asks when he’s finally gotten his fill of fucking Jensen’s mouth numb, his face buried in the sweaty skin of Jensen’s neck.
And Jensen mumbles into Misha’s ear, his nose tickled by soft, sweaty hair, his tongue playing along Misha’s earlobe, “it’s just like that… just with, y’know, tongue.”
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"Hot angsty wrongwrongwrong sex".
Fave quote:
...Allowing his tears to flow freely, unhindered, unashamed from his eyes onto Dean’s skin, Dean’s hands locking tighter in his hair, pulling him as close into him as is humanly possible as he whispers more nonsense into the air around them.
“Shhhh,” Dean says eventually, his voice dovetailing to that one simple sound as Castiel rocks softly against him, his body wracked by sobs that make him feel more exhausted than he has ever imagined possible as Dean traces lazy symbols into the small of his back. Old magic, protection from evil spirits drawn from skin to skin.
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4x20, the fishing episode, alt!version.
Fave quote:
They stay that way for what feels like an eternity, breath warm and ragged passing between them as they simply remain frozen, lips touching slightly and nothing else, warmth pressing all the way into Dean’s bones. His eyes shut tight but his soul wide fucking open as Cas begins to tremble slightly above him. Against him.
With him.
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14) fandomatemylife - "God Knows What Causes (an angel to love a fool) ", PG. Romance.
Five times Castiel fell in love with Dean.
Fave quote:
Castiel ignores the unfamiliar warmth that had spread through him when Dean spoke his name. Just as he ignores the fact that he hears Dean say his name no matter how great the distance is between them. He has not told any of his brothers about the mark he left on Dean – for fear that they will notice the mark Dean has left on him.
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15) strangeandcharm - "There’s A First Time For Everything", NC-17. Smut.
"Porn, porn, porn, porn, porn. Did I mention the porn? Yes? Okey-dokey."
Fave quote:
He’d never kissed anybody he’d actually, genuinely cared about, someone he’d trust with his life. Castiel had fallen because he’d asked him to. It was an aphrodisiac – a weird, fucked-up aphrodisiac, but he couldn’t deny it turned him on.
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16) watermaline - "Free with his Hands", NC-17. Smut, humour.
Every time Castiel touches the handprint on Dean's shoulder, Dean comes. Shameless kinky porn.
Fave quote:
Castiel touches his shoulder and Dean’s got beef and cheese and bacon caught in his throat and almost chokes until he hocks the entire mouthful onto the table, and Sam is so grossed out he doesn’t bother to ask why Dean’s whole body jerked before he started choking. And that’s for the best; "my angel made me come" is not something Dean is prepared to say out loud.
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17) strangeandcharm - "Three’s A Crowd", NC-17. Smut, angst.
"Okay, so, you’re a ghost. And you’re in love with Dean Winchester, but he doesn’t know you exist. Awkward, right? But not nearly as awkward as it gets when the man you love is rescued from Hell by an angel and you realize that they’re destined to end up together. So you find yourself caught in a love triangle between a ghost, a human and an angel, and you’re the only one who even knows it’s even happening. Frankly, it’s driving you nuts..."
Fave quote:
“- I rebuilt you, Dean Winchester. I took your lifeless husk and I poured my Grace into it. It swirled around your bones, your flesh, your muscles, your cells. It turned decay into health. It revitalized you. It weaved patterns across your brain and spun you new torrents of blood. I know every inch of you, Dean, every atom, every fiber, every molecule. I know how much air fills your lungs and how the neurons fire in your mind. I’m your maker, and if you think I would hurt something that took so much out of me to create, something so precious to me it’s worth more to me than anything in this universe except my Father’s love, then you don’t know me at all. And if that’s the case, I will leave right now if you ask me to.”
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18) Renegade Angel - "At the End of Days There Is You and Me", NC-17. Smut, angst, first!time.
"Before the seal broke, before Lucifer came and the world as everyone knew it ended, Dean would have berated the Angel for sneaking up on him. Now though, Dean was unable to fight off the urge to step forward and wrap his arms tight around the familiar form."
Fave quote:
“Just the thought eases some of the tension that Dean has been carrying like a weight in the pit of his stomach. He can feel tears prick along the rims of his eyes – a mixture of emotions he’s kept buried for the past countless weeks – and he turns from Castiel quickly to hide them. “I’ve never blamed you. Never hated you for bringing me back. Can’t remember if I’ve said thank you… but if I haven’t, well, I mean it.”
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19) Renegade Angel - "Right", NC-17. Smut, fluff, first!time, fallen!Castiel.
It's been a month since Castiel's been gone. When he finally showed up, "for the first time in a long time, both felt like they were coming home".
Fave quote:
“...Dean was used to it, used to the feel of Castiel nuzzled up beside him, used to his heat, and the sound of his heartbeat which lulled Dean to sleep most nights than not. And if Dean was honest, which he was, he knew that not sleeping in the same bed with Castiel would feel like losing a hand. He would feel empty, alone, and Dean was so tired of feeling alone.”
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20) Renegade Angel - "Ensnare", R. Smut, humour, romance.
"Castiel is Lucifer’s favorite brother. In order to make Castiel happy enough to follow him, Lucifer decides to give him a present." Matchmaker!Lucifer is totally awesome in this story.
Fave quote:
“He’d knocked Dean in the ocean in nothing but his underwear, and all that had done was embarrass Dean. He had Castiel covered with whipped cream, and Dean had licked it off Castiel’s neck (tequila was a brilliant invention), and Castiel had moaned like a seasoned whore, which sent Dean running to a cold shower and Castiel into a brief period of self-loathing. Lucifer was so annoyed he sent the stock market into a chaos of leaps and pitfalls for a week and a half out of frustration, and collapsed a few buildings. ”
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21) Renegade Angel - "Dionysus", PG. Adventure, humour.
A month after 4x22, fallen!Castiel appears on the Winchesters' doorstep, and they take him with them for another hunt.
Fave quote:
“I’m gonna check the news for some leads,” Sam says as he opens Firefox. “Don’t come crying to me if he smites you for this.”
Dean rolls his eyes. “Don’t wait up, grandma.”
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22) Renegade Angel - Getting Lucky In Kentucky Part 1 | Part 2, PG-13. Romance, humour, bit of angst.
Another post-4x22 fic, Cas getting hurt by the archangels, the Winchesters saving him and then teaching him how to be human. I think the last aspect is becoming one of my favourites in fanfics. This fic is a must!read, it made me smile and cry and now I'm grinning like crazy cuz of "happily ever after".
Fave quote:
"I feel a painful emptiness, but it's also feels full. As if the emptiness were a living thing gnawing inside me. It makes my stomach and head ache terribly."
Relief flooded Dean's body so strongly, it made him lightheaded and he pitched forward, letting his forehead fall onto Castiel's knee.
"I'm going to kill you," he told Castiel's thigh.
"Why?" Cas asked plaintively.
Gathering his strength, Dean popped up from the floor and stalked back to the table. Throwing himself into a chair, he grabbed a nearby pack of peanuts he'd been saving for himself and whipped it at Castiel's head.
"It's called hunger, you idiot."
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23) jlupinfic - "Daemon Verse", PG-13. AU, romance/fluff, adventure.
Awesome crossover between Supernatural and Pullman's His Dark Materials. Dean's life in a universe where daemons exist.
Fave quote:
Then the doors blow open and he walks in and just like that, Dean knows whatever this is is more powerful than he ever imagined because only the truly powerful creatures can pull off looking that bored while strolling past protective symbols that should keep out anything Dean's ever known.
His thought is confirmed when bullets pierce his body without so much as making him flinch and punctuated when he plunges Ruby's magic knife into his chest and the being just smirks at him before he knocks Bobby out with just a touch of his fingers.
All this is not what truly terrifies Dean. It's that he does it without a daemon at his side.
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24) ru_salki99 - "The Good Things in Life", NC-17. Romance/fluff.
"After his Grace is torn from him, Castiel is given to Dean to deal with." Lovely fic, Castiel being so broken and vulnerable and human, and Dean so caring and loving towards him.
Fave quote:
Dean looked down at him, watching the way in which the moonlight coming in through the window lit his face, illuminating it in the most beautiful way. Yes Dean just did think another man was beautiful, there was just no other way to describe Castiel. Everything about him was beautiful, even more so now he was human.
If you liked that fic, check out the other ones by this author here. They are all amazingly cute.
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25) bellajayd - "Love in the End of Times", NC-17. Romance/fluff, smut, angst, h/c, humour.
"This is how you fall in love as the world ends. These are not the moments of victory or of action; these are the quiet moments in between." I actually squeed at all those moments
Fave quote:
Suddenly his eyes pop open as he hears the weirdest sound. It’s low and rumbly and it hitches every now and then.
Cas is laughing.
Really, really, laughing.
And Dean is completely, utterly, enthralled.
Shadows in the room become smaller, and the lights that had been turned off are all on and flickering merrily. Cas is laughing and the world is literally a brighter place.
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26) bellajayd - "Like a Virgin", PG-13. Crack.
"Dean wasn’t joking when he said that he’d been rehymenated and Cas reveals that he wasn’t paying attention in biology. Sam just wants to sleep." This fic is hysterical.
Fave quote:
He knew the Winchesters were famous for making the impossible a part of their everyday reality but this had to take the angel food cake.
And, yeah, there it was. No doubt about it.
Screw being resurrected, he had a hymen in his butt!
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27) saltandash - "The Things I Love The Most", G. Fluff.
Dean and Cas playing Top Fives. Really sweet.
Fave quote:
Dean didn't have the words for number five. Because really it wasn't number five. It was number one and two and all of the other numbers he could think of. It was real and heaven sent. It was salvation and hope.
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28) pagiel - "The Wrong Thing to Say", R. Angst.
Post-5x01. Cas and Dean sorting out their relationship and going through everything that happened. And hurting each other with words.
Fave quote:
Castiel felt a fluttering in his stomach at every touch. What was wrong with him? When he first took this vessel, he had tethered himself to it only enough to maneuver its limbs, to work its mouth and see through its eyes. But since his resurrection, its flushing and sweating and yearning were all his too.
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29) Destiel chat - "The Purple Prose [bad!PORN] Chat room Quickfire Challenge", NC-17, porn, crack.
"A 16 minute quickfire challenge in the chat: write the worst porn that you can - use purple prose!" A lot of really, really bad cliche porn. And a lot of blasphemy.
Fave quote:
God watched, intrigued, as Castiel thrust his throbbing member deep into Dean's quivering hole.
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30) whreflections - "Tell Me What's Right", NC-17. Angst, fluff.
Cas is in love with Dean. Desperate, he gets drunk and tells Sam about his feelings. I love this fic cuz there's not only Destiel, but also really cute Cas&Sam friendship. Most other fics just assume Sam is not there at all.
Fave quote:
Cas had personal boundary issues like crazy, and he wouldn’t have been at all surprised that he had decided to lay down by Sam. But this? He was nuzzled up against him, curled into his side like a freaking puppy with one hand closing around the sleeve of Sam’s shirt.
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31) fullonswayzeed - "Dean Calls Him Cas", NC-17. Angst, fluff, porn.
It's all in the heading, really. Cas turns up after 4x22.
Fave quote:
“Cas. I thought you- everything is so- Cas,” and Dean doesn’t even know where the words are coming from. He just knows that his angel is here again and it’s been too long since he’s had an excuse to say his name, “Cas, oh god, Castiel.”
Dean can feel the flare of some deep seeded emotion that he didn’t even know was there spark inside his chest. It hurts. He wants to rip it out or douse it with more alcohol. Mostly, he wants Castiel to make it go away; wants him to use his weirdo, two-fingers-on-the-forehead, angel mojo to make his heart stop aching. So Dean figures it’s a foregone conclusion when he presses his lips to Castiel’s.
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32) pagiel - "Show Me", NC-17. Romance, humour, porn.
Dean decides to teach Cas to jerk off. Doesn't really go as he planned. Really awesome porn.
Fave quote:
"Humans have three fun things to do," he explained distractedly as he searched for a motel. His eyes alit on a sign. As he pulled in to the lot, he continued, "We eat awesome food, get drunk, and get laid. Preferably all of the above."
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33) ember_firedrake - "I Wouldn't Change A Thing", R. H/c, angst, fluff, handprint!porn.
Alternative ending to 5x04: "Dean wakes up after his misadventures in the Croatoan!future and is relieved to find Present-day Castiel watching over him, alive, well, and drug-free." He talks about what he saw; comfort!sexing follows. Really, really hot, considering handprint!porn being my kink.
Fave quote:
“Sammy and I…we get pushed into all these different situations. And sometimes, we break. But you, Cas…you always seemed so unshakable. Five years down the road, though, and no God in sight, it broke your faith. And that-…seeing that hurt me as much as seeing Sam possessed by the devil. Because it wasn’t you, Cas. You’re infuriating as hell sometimes, but that’s who you are. And…God, I’ve missed you.”
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34) janie_tangerine - "Would You Lay With Me, If I Gave Myself To You?", NC-17. Angst, romance, porn.
AU!5x03: Dean takes Cas to the whorehouse, but ends up taking care of the angel's virginity himself. Slow, romantic sex follows.
Fave quote:
Dean smirks before leaning down and whisper, ‘Will you come for me now?’ in his ear and that’s it, that’s it again, he comes against Dean’s hand still looking at him. He doesn’t even realize he has all but screamed Dean’s name so loud that half of the house must have heard as a wave of bliss fills him, even stronger than the first; and then there’s a strangled ‘Fuck, Cas’, coming from Dean’s throat as he comes inside him, his arms around Castiel’s shoulders and his head buried against Castiel’s neck before it turns a bit so that they’re facing.
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35) entangled_now - "Conservation Of Space", NC-17. Smut.
Just some really good PWP. Horny Dean, giving Cas, sex in the car.
Fave quote:
"You can feel this can't you," Dean demands breathlessly.
Castiel's eyes drift shut, and then open again, and there's something fractured there, something vulnerable, for just a second. Something soft and obedient and needy that's too big for Dean to accept, too desperate, too fucking much.
@настроение:
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@темы: Destiel, Супернатуралы, Фанфики
предпоследний фик меня удивил, не ожидала я от этого автора подобного
“You know, lube. I’m not goin’ anywhere.”
“Don’t,” said Castiel again. “I don’t need it.”
я думаю, я тоже много чего пропустила, но буду еще искать))
*тихонько утаскивает пост в цитатник для изучения на досуге*
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